New Years Eve and New Goals

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE GUYS!!!!!!!!


Now like title says I have goals because resolutions to me make it sound like a chore and you're only doing it because you have to. Goals make it sound more positive and fun and I'm setting some and maybe giving you ieas on what ours could be today.

1) Go on the internet less- I think the internet and social media create most of our lives and in a way steal some the big broad world we're actaully missing full of beauty and mysterous wonders. I read in an article that the author of the article's daughter decided to stay away from her phone and anything to with social media and just have a basic phone phone that woulf only take texts and calls. After this experiment the girl found that actaully she was more happy whilst she had the basic phone because she didnt have the stress of checking the media evrey single minute and actaully enjoyed life more. I just want to do that and know that thw world i live in can be a great place if we switch off our phones and internet and go outside. I rmemeer telling my best friend saying that we should do it together and she just laughed and called me an idiot for thinking of such an idiotic idea OUCH now that hurt me. I bet you guys reading probably think i'm crazy for thinking about this but i don't think it's as bad as it sounds like.

2) Be more happy- now since i got help about my anxiety and mild depression I am going to try my hardest and overcome it with the exercises ive been given and to stop acting happy and meaning it because whats the point in hiding behind a mask in the real world where you stop being who you used to be and let other people write th script of YOUR life.

3)Be me- Now this is probably cheesy but i've been starting to act like someone i'm not because my friends found me odd so i started acting how they wanted me to act and i just think  if you have to act like someone else to get your friends to like you then they are not your friends So next year i'm going to act like myself and if my friends dont like it then they can leave me keep me i dont care because i need to be more who I AM and less like that girl everyone else wants to be. Especially simce my appearence is not a pretty sight (it really isn't).


I'm only doing three because so far those are the only ones that i think are majr at the minute and also the ones i think about most.  I do hope you guys have a good new year and i will either post on new years day or the day after since thats a friday but if not i will just post whenever and I think that is all from me right now so till next post ma friends!

Online Girl xxx